ENDLESS LOVE

You make me come alive
Every time I think of you.
Life is much nicer since i met you
No more longing
Or the desire for anything
But just to be yours
And to be with you freely
I can't be beside you in this lifetime
But allow me to listen to your heartbeat
And to rhyme with mine.
It all seem so hopeless
Yet our love is faultless
Our timing is wrong
But we've made each other strong.
Only want the best for you
Love you for the person you are
Will continue loving you
For no reason
But all for the seasons
Remember my love through eternity
So you can find me again
In our next life in unity.
Look for these loving eyes
Longing for you once more
And hear my heartbeat
Calling for you again
You take my breath away
Wish to live but have no fear to die for you
These are not hollow words to impress
But trying so hard to express
Conveying exactly can be tough
As words are never enough...

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

Your face, so beautiful
Your thoughts, so ugly
Then, it was school bullying
Now, it's cyber bullying

Strip away your fans
Without your gutless clans
You're simply nothing
As you could be really something

Your hospitality is to be desired
Short lived when you are not admired
No one can provide you security
You should overcome your insecurity.

With the right attitude
You shall have gratitude
Portray some kindness
Stop your pettiness

Seeking attention, always
Start to change your ways
Before you lose
Or become a recluse

So take a fine slice
It cost nothing to be nice
Make your Restlessness disappear
Allow your Pleasantness to appear.

Life is truly beautiful, Live it, don't simply Exist. :)

Ego...

Please come down a notch
You may feel as you watch
Look down on others
For their past mistakes
Dad didn't know all of my actions
How many parents know about their children's?
And do you know yours?
Most parents are unaware
You may not have done wrong
Doesn't mean, you did it all right
It's not all about you.
You should have considered him too
Being born a male
Will not make your story a tale
You were a very good son
Not to our dad, but to our mum
Gave mum a crown
Shook dad's foundation
Made her strong
And him weak
You blame the relationship
For the lack of friendship
You should have made an effort
It's too late to feel discomfort
At least for your sake
Don't allow her to make
Decisions for you
Why don't you call the cue?
Follow your inner feeling
stop being a puppet on a string
Yield not to all her demands
Live your life without reprimands
Please do it for once
May not get the chance,twice.

My Fallen Angel...

Feel my love in your heart
Hear loving messages
My arms hug you tight
Passionate kiss touch your soul
Sharing is Caring
With no intend or personal gain
Won a place in your mind
Became part of your life
Expressions flow with Passion
Stronger within me than ever before
Never felt for any other
You have just the right
Ingredients of a Perfect Lover
You never Judge or Misguide
Not to Criticise for past Mistakes
Understands, all happens
For a Reason, Seasons & maybe a Lifetime
To connect with you
In all Aspects of life
Is a Treasure not to be
Dismissed or Discarded
A Friend for Life, one can Depend on
Even long after the Lover in him
Have long Gone from one's Life.

My Precious Gift...Lost Forever...

Rewinding my thoughts.
Memories of you so crystal clear.
Feel the suffocation setting in.
My breathing strained.
Gasping for air.
Tears flowing uncontrollably
And endlessly as i fight.
To restrain them within my eyes.
The pain i feel is so severe.
When will it ever stop.
To come to terms with my loss.
Yearning to hug you.
Just one more time.
To hold you tight.
As you are losing your fight.
Your life hanging by a thread.
Your smile so sweet.
Confusion in your eyes
Once i used to cry to you.
Even cry with you.
Now all i do is cry for you.
Missing you so much dad.
My world fell apart with your departure.
Looking forward to being with you once more.
Want this waiting game to be over.

TWO SOULS REUNITED....(11/11/11)

You have been part of my life.
Neither of us cared to admit.
Our Souls touched briefly.
Many years ago.
To me you were a total stranger.
Seemed like a lone ranger.
Yet i yearned to be your friend.
To catch a glimpse of you.
As you ignored my longing look.
It cut like a knife...
And the wound still raw.
I suppose it's a blessing in disguise.
As we are both now ready.
To accept our friendship of a lifetime.
How true the quote!
'Better late than never'.
Boy, you sure made me wait.
It seemed like eternity.
Your presence in my life now.
Was worth the years of pain endured.
As we exchanged our thoughts.
Made me realise...
You can't rush anything.
Especially, life's precious gifts.

REVEALING REFLECTIONS!

I wanted to be loved...
And i was seriously hated.
As i longed to be rated.
To be loved nevertheless.
It makes no difference to me now.
As i've no more longing.
Or the need for belonging.
I'm fully content to the core.
Negativity has no place for me to store.
My youth was wasted feeling ugly.
Was tempted to be very unruly.
The darkness within reflected on my face.
And my very existence.
Looks are fading.
Pictures are now shading.
Reminder of how i was.
It makes me smile and laugh too.
To read and hear song of praise.
For the way i looked.
People often ask...
Do U wish to be 21 again?
No way!!! Lived it once.
Nearly died more than twice.
Cannot relive the past.
Memories of them are plenty.
Thought i was trendy.
Those times were regretted.
And most definitely resented.
Memories are now being presented.
Past years are no longer painful.
They are extremely beautiful.
Living Life, Loving Life.