Pretentious Love...

Feeling strange with no intent,
Empty, yet fully content,
Relieved to be away from the norm,
Betrayed or deceived by the form,
My conscience is clear,
Once i held him so dear,
Rain cooling my soul,
Now his behaviour so foul,
I was intrigued,
At times very confused,
Life was a complicated maze,
Traveling through time in a daze,
Never ending tunnel,
Wish to drown in the channel,
When will this torture end,
Please don't pretend as i will defend.