Not A Prisoner Of Our Love..

I've cried oceans of tears...
Was not clear or pure...
Had a hint of colour...
Were trickling of blood...
My cheeks are stained...
Wish to wipe away...
The Stain & Pain...
You brought along rain...
Made me laugh like never before...
My dream of a fulfilled life...
Is here at last...
Never thought possible to be so happy...
You made me strong...
When things were going wrong...
Please don't try to control me...
Make me your Princess...
Not a Prisoner of our Love...
I've come too far to sacrifice anymore...
As much as i love you...
I cannot be the person i once were...
I've moved on further than you know...
Taking with me our cherished memories...
Allow me to live a life...Alone.

I Left You Behind...

Don’t know why?...
Was it in the last century?...
Past life?...
Had to leave, but no choice...
Could hear you crying..
Wanted to turn back...
Hug you and never leave...
Agonizing pain is all I could feel...
Your tears flooding...
Knew then we would meet again...
Where, when and how?
Life is amazing...
With its mystery...
Kept looking...
Searching...
Could feel your presence...
Somewhere, someday...
We would meet...
You are getting closer...
Frightened to open my eyes...
Is it a dream or for real?...
I want you back in my arms...
Once more and feel your love again...
If I was to leave you again...
I promise to wait for you in my next birth.

Unconditional Love

A promise, to thy heart I send...
To stand by you, when it’s dark...
And guide you into the light...
To wipe away your tears...
Take away your pain...
To protect you in my arms...
To you I leave...
My existence...
To kindle a smile...
Now and forever...
I have nothing to expect...
Only to love unconditionally...
To see you live again...
When you laugh I hear...
A kiss I send...
Though far, I am here...
A word from Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow...
To say,I'm in your heart..
“True Love”..I remain.

Unknown Zone...

I tread into the unknown...
Leaving my comfort zone...
Is this for real?...
Looks fine so far...
No turning back now...
My mind is made...

Is it a risk?...
Or a safe bet?...
I'll know soon enough...
At least I've lived...
Not simply existed...

Forgive my mistakes...
I search within...
Why am I even here?...
Am I, a puppet on a string?...
Everyone's pulling me...
In all directions...
Why don't they just let me be...

Life looked sweeter...
A moment ago...
Not sure anymore...
I keep on searching...
Maybe one day, it will be all good...
I know the Almighty...
Will save me once again..."

4 Seasonz With Us 4ever...

Start of Spring...
With April Showers...
New beginning...
Romantic season...
Summer sun rushes in...
Warming my desires...
I have every reason to love you...
Lying Next To You...
on the ever green Meadow...
So close I can hear Your heart beat...
Cool Autumn Breeze...
As you rest on my lap...
Looking deep into your eyes...
I know I'm loved like never before...
Caressing your face with...
My tender love...
Stroking your hair so gently...
My fingers running through every strand...
Winter Blues, stay away...
I truly miss you my beloved...
Even as I hold you in my arms...
Never let you go...
You Are Mine...not for just Now
For Eternity too..."

What's Ur Attitude?

Beauty May Fade With Time...
Personality Will Rhyme...
Youth Will Never...
Lasts Forever...
Don't Be Shallow...
No One Will Follow...
If You Want Gratitude...
Change Your Attitude!!!"

Autumn Is Amongst Us..

To some it's miserable...
It's calmness, so soothing...
The beauty of fallen leaves...
Blanket on the ground...
Shades yellow, orange and browns..
The cool breeze stroking my face...
Feel a feather's gentle touch...
The rain drops sprinkling my hair...
Am i mistaken...
Could this be April shower...
It's the 1st of November today...
Winter not far from our reach...
Dreading the cold weather...
Remembering the harsh wind...
Against my face once again...
This time it cuts like a knife...
Smiling now knowing...
Spring and Summer to follow..."

Beauty Within...

"I'm searching for answers...
Want to share so much...
Some may say i've lost the plot...
I know deep down...
I'm the most happiest now...
Able to face anything and everything...
No more fear lurking around...
See only beauty in everything...
Everywhere i look, nothing but ...
Music playing, at times it's overwhelming...
Now i realise that it's the inner feeling...
I see radiating externally...
Wish all could See, Hear, Smell, Feel and Taste...
Could this be Heaven after all...
It's out of this world..."

Just The Way You Are...

I love you for...Not...
What you are...
What you were...
What you have...
What you will have...
Where you came from...
Where you're going...
What you will become...
What you're doing...
I don't care about your history...
Please don't remain a mystery...
I don't want Pride & Glory...
Just belong in my story...
I'm not low maintenance...
I'm no maintenance...
I love you because you allow me to be me...
As i do the same for you...
Treat me right...
So i may have a peaceful night...
I Love You Just The Way You Are.

Mother, my Gift...

My Idol, Saviour, my Everything...
Her caring words are so soothing..
My happiness and sorrow alike...
To love her is a piece of cake...
I could share almost everything with her...
She will not judge or scold you in anger...
Cook you a special meal when you're feeling low...
Hug you, so you will know...
Guide you with smiles...
Through all extremes...
No matter what, she'll be there...
To guide & protect you from the glare and stare..
Look at you, to say all will be fine...
Glad to know, she is mine...
She's the..."Greatest Gift Of All".

Lost Soul, Searching...

Shattered heart cannot be forced to heal...
It takes time to get over the pain...
A lost soul still searching...
Believe i will find peace within...
I don't deserve to be treated this way...
Maybe time is not right for me...
Trying to do the right thing...
But blunder is all i seem to be doing...
Sleepless nights and unbearable pain...
Never ending sadness is all i feel...
Happiness is playing hide and seek...
Spring is here once more...
See beauty and happiness all around...
But all i can hear is cries of pain within...

"SYMPATHY"

You had everything...
I adored and worshipped you...
The ground you walked on too...
Felt on top of the world...
At last the Universe...
Was mine for keeps...
Your compliments for me...
Became a second nature to you...
I was proud of my life...
Was grateful for everything i had...
And at times, it was overwhelming too...
Little did i know...
I was your mannequin with a difference...
How my dream...now a reality..
Were about to be shattered by you...
I can see now, how i was wearing blinkers..
Blind to my surroundings, my feelings and your motives...
You made sure, how i should be grateful...
To you for giving me a life...
Did i belong in an army camp?
I had feelings too...
Was i unworthy of a fair life?
Trusted you totally...
Gave myself to you completely...
Loved you unconditionally...
You and everything about you were my world...
Too many had suffered in your hands...
Wish to take away their pain and suffering...
Instead i stood by helpless...
Begged you to stop...
Wish i was stronger then, to stand upto you...
I hated myself more than the hatred i had for you...
It wasn't easy being your's...
Destroyed me, mentally and physically too...
It was part and parcel of being married, i was told...
Sleeping with the Enemy comes to mind...
At least, she managed to get away...
I chose to stay...
For fear of what the community might say...
A living corpse you've become...
Wanting me to love you again like before...
It's not Love i feel for you...
My heart cannot love you anymore...
The only feeling i have for you, is called..."SYMPATHY".

Music In My Heart..

I love music, crazy about it...
Madly in love with it too...
It's my life, my very existence...
Gives me unlimited happiness...
I don't have a great voice...
Actually nothing to be proud of...
Not appealing for the ears to hear...
But just below, to the left of my throat...
There's a special gift...
Waiting to Share, Care & Adore...
Also to Love you so dearly...
A loving heart...
Deeper than the deepest ocean...
Higher than highest mountain...
Brighter than the Summer Sun...
Cooler than the Spring Shower...
Soothing than the Autumn Breeze...
Warming than the Winter Fire.