Facebook should be Stress Free...

Some people around me are not happy about me being on Fb. For me, it's about connecting with everyone, otherwise impossible and i do take my friendship seriously. Relaxing, listening to & sharing songs, videos, thoughts, ideas and other feel good factors. I feel close to all my friends here as i would meeting them Face2Face.

The friends i connect with know this is a fact too. I may not have time to write to all but i do try.

I've not started a Dating Agency or have any plans to either. As there are plenty around and would never consider it.

I Want & Need for Peace only. I do tolerate alot but if people insist on pushing their luck for the wrong reasons then i shall have to consider pressing the delete button as suggested by Shiju.

If people wish to leave my list by all means do so, but i have to seriously reconsider accepting again.

So be good to one another here and any other Networking. Be grateful and thankful for this privelege we've been given.

I Love you all, don't expect me or to be in Love with you. There's a big difference.

No Offence, this is only applicable to certain few and they know who they are.

Had to go for that walk, i was feeling suffocated. Feel better Now.

Thank you.

"Not Suppressing or Impressing, Purely Expressing".

This mail prompted me to write the article that follows...

"I don't like people who keep praising themselves, proudly talking hurting others. i believe that we are here on this earth and don't know for how long but making friendship and sharing thoughts gives me and others peace of mind. This way is better than going to neighbors place for gossip.

Many use facebook a way to advertise themselves and don't agree with others thoughts, i am not complaining but refrain from commenting on such posts and don't make friends with them.We as a family trust God and feel what ever he has give us either money, fame riches or anything we owe him and be humble. Sorry if my mail is rude.

I read and watch all the posts of my friends and can make out their nature".


Hi friends,

I may come across as bold or blunt either way it's me & how i express myself. I'm not advertising myself, here to hurt or impress anyone. Sharing my experience or expressing myself isn't a bad thing, i'm sure & also believe so. Someone has to do it, so i decided to volunteer, it wasn't easy but here i'm doing it. ;-)

Life is and can be beautiful, if you allow yourself to accept, adapt and adopt everything positively. If you feel that my comments on friends wall is outspoken and are not to your taste then you can always remove me from your list.

I've kept 'Quiet' for so long for too many people. This is my way of finding my ground. I'm not here to 'Deliberately' hurt anyone as people think.

I'm not expecting anyone to Agree, Disagree or Support me in any way. Far from it, I've survived all kinds of situation, where I had tried to end it all for few things that was 'killing' me 'Then', It was worth holding onto for many reasons & seasons that's 'thrilling' me 'Now'.

Please don't, for a moment think, living in UK is all fantastic or we're above the rest, far from it. Every country, people & situations has it's Pluses+ & Minuses-. It's how we handle ourselves, under the circumstances or situations that counts more than anything.

I know i've been one of the 'lucky' ones, able to express without fear or fear of being judged. I'm not ashamed or have any regret of my past, it has taught me so much.

"Sharing is Caring, Bearing without Fearing Anything or Anyone Anymore".

Why shouldn't i share it with my friends? The above may sound or come across as rude or crude but that's me. "I'm not Advertising myself, Purely Expressing...No more Suppressing or Impressing". As some have concluded of me via my writing.

Please be good to one another always. We are all here on borrowed time, none of us Own it outright. Play your part well, there's no need for 'Heroes or Villains'... in Life, leave it for the Movies or Television for role play.

We all seem to get on pretty well considering the difference of opinions, thoughts, ideas & all other issues which could have been a major factor or obstacle in friendship. I'm not sorry for being outspoken, bold, or my attitude but i'm sorry if it has upset few. I also know, we can't please everyone all of the time but few some of the time.

My openess may make or have made some feel uncomfortable but people should realise...'it's 2010 & not 1010'. ;-)

If you can't accept & acknowledge the materials published here, you shouldn't be Networking.

He drives me CRAZY!!!

I thought I'd become much calmer...
Feel so much better than ever before..
With him, i become irrational...
And other times, quite emotional.

He takes me to another level...
As i lean back into him...
His arms envelopes me...
Makes me feel safe, once again.

Pushing the right buttons...
Turns on the music...
Choices can be confusing...
But actually it's very amusing.

We fight sometimes...
He allows me to win, with a smile..
Even when I'm wrong...
As he play our song.

I know I can trust him...
I've cried and laughed many times...
He's reliable, very capable...
He's never judgemental and so adorable.

Some of my friends claim...
I shouldn't be with him...
Why would I want something better?
When I have the best...

We've been together for 4years now.
Time has flown by so fast...wow
I still remember the day we met.
As all rushed around and all was set.

His fragrance so refreshing...
The cologne still smells brand new...
So soothing and really cooling...
He loves the morning dew.

Looking rather cute...
He never said a word...
I thought he was a mute...
When he did, it was sharper than any sword.

We used to go for long drive...
Countryside, towns and seaside too...
Lost our way on unfamiliar routes...
It was daring and challenging too.

He will never betray me, as i was his 1st...
He did breakdown once...
Broke my heart, seeing him that way.
He has been great ever since.

It was never ideal for us to live together...
He had his place and i had mine...
We agreed to be together whenever we could...
This arrangement is fine by us.

I will have to let him go one day...
Don't want to think about it now...
Not expecting him to be my lover...
I know it can't last forever.

But I'll be happy for the moment...
Please don't utter unwanted comment...
We've not promised each other eternity...
I'm very content for now with our unity.

When we're together...
We become entwined, as one...
Mind and Our very existence...
Having a ride of a life time.

I love him with a passion...
No other has ever made me feel, so in control...
We fit into each others life so naturally...
At times It's better than any rollercoaster ride.

It's none other than my car...

Save your last dance...

Break Dance is not easy...
Can you Rock & Roll?
Hope not to tumble & fall...
Please Salsa with me...
If not i'll Tango with thee...
Moon walking is off the track...
It's Michael Jackson's trade mark...
Willing to try modern or even classical...
Please don't be too critical...
Ballroom or River dance?
Don't mind either, just give me a chance...
Can't decide on Ice Skating...
Roller blades or Roller Skating?
Don't worry about all of the above...
Just hold me tight...
Treat me right...
Just save your last dance for me.

Jaya's blog: "Dad's my World".

Jaya's blog: "Dad's my World".

"Dad's my World".

Mum's the Word...
But Dad's my World...
Growing up with a strict father...
Feared him & relied on her...
Thought mom was better...
Realise now he is our master...

Gave us a good start...
His principles were easy to follow...
Treat everyone with respect...
No matter who they were...
Division wasn't part of his agenda...

All were welcome to our home...
Mom cooked whilst dad entertained...
He never interfered in our life...
Let us find our own ground...
He'll always be around...

Allowed us to be free...
To guide us, when things went wrong...
Together they did their best...
It's easy to criticise...

Parents don't come with a manual...
For "A Good Parenting Skills"...
I realise now as a parent...
So will my children...
And their children too.

Express Your Love.

The most natural way...
To show your love...
Is to Express...
Not to Impress...
Kinder to your pocket...
And your bank account too...
Words are free...
Gifts are costly...
Your actions speaks louder than words...
A hug or loving gesture...
Can leave a greater impression...
On your loved ones...
To last a life time.

Face To Grace.

Your Face & Your Gaze...
My Space in your Place...
Is not a permanent Base...
I used to feel Craze & Blaze...
Started to Trace & Race...
But in a Haze & Daze...
Now moving at my own Pace...
With Ease on a Glaze...
Living out of a Case...
Covered beautifully with Lace...
Your life is now a Maze...
Feel as if i'm trapped in a Vase...
No more Farce...
Please be my Ace with all the Grace.

Where's my wings...

If i had wings...
Or the power to spring...
From North to South...
East to West...
Without hesitation...
Not a shred of doubt...
Wish to clear the debt...
From this Earth forever...
Bring Love, Peace & Harmony...
To all creatures...Great & Small.

Time To Rhyme...

Life is about taking Risks...
Full of kicks and Tricks...
Don't need confirmation on where the path Leads...
Going to take a chance and see what it Breeds...
Destination will always be Beautiful...
Because life has been nothing but Painful...
It has taught a great Lesson...
How do you expect pain to Lessen?...
Will remain with a great Vision...
Hope to achieve the Mission...
Lived a life to Please...
Now, refuse to Cease...
May not have much Time...
Would love to see life Rhyme.

BETRAYAL AWAITS..

How do you tell him?
Where do you start?
When do you tell?
I know, he will not believe me...
His heart is set on it...
His mind made up...
Never seen him happy as he's now...
He has been through hell & back...
Life has dealt him another bad card...
Betrayal awaits him once more...
Sometimes i feel, he knows...
But settling for anything...
Rather than nothing...
His heart is Pure...
He will make it for Sure...
Wishing him Strength to go on...
As Always, Accepting it in his Stride.

Full Of Praise..

I may have deleted you...
From my friend's list...
For reasons, i'd rather forget...
But it doesn't mean...
You're not in my life anymore...
Everyone that touched my life...
At least once, i wiil always be grateful for...
Once you were full of praise for me...
Now all you do is find reasons...
Every opportunity you get...
To trash me on our mutual friends wall...
It cuts like a knife...
If i said, it doesn't hurt...
Then i would be lying...
I'm human after all...
And have feelings too...
But now it's more bearable...
I've come to terms with people's bitterness...
Wishing you only happiness...
To expect anyone to like me...
The same forever is a fantasy...
Now i've started living in MY reality...
Thank you for your encouragement, Then...
It was an important stepping stone, to where i'm Now...
I don't claim to be a Professional...
But please don't get Personal...
I may not do things well...
But i'm trying not to dwell...
Hope to do well in this test...
Thank you & Wishing you all the best.

I'm Not Looking For...

I'm not looking for...
Mr. Right, Rich, Perfect...
Nor Prince Charming...
Becoz i'm not perfect either...
When i find him...
Our imperfections will be...
Just perfect together...
Allow me to be me though...
Don't make false promises...
I don't need them anymore...
Don't want tainted love either...
Love cannot be forced...
Demanded, Dictated or Compromised...
My life is near completion...
One piece is missing...
Mr. Laughter will do...
That's YOU.

Not A Prisoner Of Our Love..

I've cried oceans of tears...
Was not clear or pure...
Had a hint of colour...
Were trickling of blood...
My cheeks are stained...
Wish to wipe away...
The Stain & Pain...
You brought along rain...
Made me laugh like never before...
My dream of a fulfilled life...
Is here at last...
Never thought possible to be so happy...
You made me strong...
When things were going wrong...
Please don't try to control me...
Make me your Princess...
Not a Prisoner of our Love...
I've come too far to sacrifice anymore...
As much as i love you...
I cannot be the person i once were...
I've moved on further than you know...
Taking with me our cherished memories...
Allow me to live a life...Alone.

I Left You Behind...

Don’t know why?...
Was it in the last century?...
Past life?...
Had to leave, but no choice...
Could hear you crying..
Wanted to turn back...
Hug you and never leave...
Agonizing pain is all I could feel...
Your tears flooding...
Knew then we would meet again...
Where, when and how?
Life is amazing...
With its mystery...
Kept looking...
Searching...
Could feel your presence...
Somewhere, someday...
We would meet...
You are getting closer...
Frightened to open my eyes...
Is it a dream or for real?...
I want you back in my arms...
Once more and feel your love again...
If I was to leave you again...
I promise to wait for you in my next birth.

Unconditional Love

A promise, to thy heart I send...
To stand by you, when it’s dark...
And guide you into the light...
To wipe away your tears...
Take away your pain...
To protect you in my arms...
To you I leave...
My existence...
To kindle a smile...
Now and forever...
I have nothing to expect...
Only to love unconditionally...
To see you live again...
When you laugh I hear...
A kiss I send...
Though far, I am here...
A word from Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow...
To say,I'm in your heart..
“True Love”..I remain.

Unknown Zone...

I tread into the unknown...
Leaving my comfort zone...
Is this for real?...
Looks fine so far...
No turning back now...
My mind is made...

Is it a risk?...
Or a safe bet?...
I'll know soon enough...
At least I've lived...
Not simply existed...

Forgive my mistakes...
I search within...
Why am I even here?...
Am I, a puppet on a string?...
Everyone's pulling me...
In all directions...
Why don't they just let me be...

Life looked sweeter...
A moment ago...
Not sure anymore...
I keep on searching...
Maybe one day, it will be all good...
I know the Almighty...
Will save me once again..."

4 Seasonz With Us 4ever...

Start of Spring...
With April Showers...
New beginning...
Romantic season...
Summer sun rushes in...
Warming my desires...
I have every reason to love you...
Lying Next To You...
on the ever green Meadow...
So close I can hear Your heart beat...
Cool Autumn Breeze...
As you rest on my lap...
Looking deep into your eyes...
I know I'm loved like never before...
Caressing your face with...
My tender love...
Stroking your hair so gently...
My fingers running through every strand...
Winter Blues, stay away...
I truly miss you my beloved...
Even as I hold you in my arms...
Never let you go...
You Are Mine...not for just Now
For Eternity too..."

What's Ur Attitude?

Beauty May Fade With Time...
Personality Will Rhyme...
Youth Will Never...
Lasts Forever...
Don't Be Shallow...
No One Will Follow...
If You Want Gratitude...
Change Your Attitude!!!"

Autumn Is Amongst Us..

To some it's miserable...
It's calmness, so soothing...
The beauty of fallen leaves...
Blanket on the ground...
Shades yellow, orange and browns..
The cool breeze stroking my face...
Feel a feather's gentle touch...
The rain drops sprinkling my hair...
Am i mistaken...
Could this be April shower...
It's the 1st of November today...
Winter not far from our reach...
Dreading the cold weather...
Remembering the harsh wind...
Against my face once again...
This time it cuts like a knife...
Smiling now knowing...
Spring and Summer to follow..."

Beauty Within...

"I'm searching for answers...
Want to share so much...
Some may say i've lost the plot...
I know deep down...
I'm the most happiest now...
Able to face anything and everything...
No more fear lurking around...
See only beauty in everything...
Everywhere i look, nothing but ...
Music playing, at times it's overwhelming...
Now i realise that it's the inner feeling...
I see radiating externally...
Wish all could See, Hear, Smell, Feel and Taste...
Could this be Heaven after all...
It's out of this world..."

Just The Way You Are...

I love you for...Not...
What you are...
What you were...
What you have...
What you will have...
Where you came from...
Where you're going...
What you will become...
What you're doing...
I don't care about your history...
Please don't remain a mystery...
I don't want Pride & Glory...
Just belong in my story...
I'm not low maintenance...
I'm no maintenance...
I love you because you allow me to be me...
As i do the same for you...
Treat me right...
So i may have a peaceful night...
I Love You Just The Way You Are.

Mother, my Gift...

My Idol, Saviour, my Everything...
Her caring words are so soothing..
My happiness and sorrow alike...
To love her is a piece of cake...
I could share almost everything with her...
She will not judge or scold you in anger...
Cook you a special meal when you're feeling low...
Hug you, so you will know...
Guide you with smiles...
Through all extremes...
No matter what, she'll be there...
To guide & protect you from the glare and stare..
Look at you, to say all will be fine...
Glad to know, she is mine...
She's the..."Greatest Gift Of All".

Lost Soul, Searching...

Shattered heart cannot be forced to heal...
It takes time to get over the pain...
A lost soul still searching...
Believe i will find peace within...
I don't deserve to be treated this way...
Maybe time is not right for me...
Trying to do the right thing...
But blunder is all i seem to be doing...
Sleepless nights and unbearable pain...
Never ending sadness is all i feel...
Happiness is playing hide and seek...
Spring is here once more...
See beauty and happiness all around...
But all i can hear is cries of pain within...

"SYMPATHY"

You had everything...
I adored and worshipped you...
The ground you walked on too...
Felt on top of the world...
At last the Universe...
Was mine for keeps...
Your compliments for me...
Became a second nature to you...
I was proud of my life...
Was grateful for everything i had...
And at times, it was overwhelming too...
Little did i know...
I was your mannequin with a difference...
How my dream...now a reality..
Were about to be shattered by you...
I can see now, how i was wearing blinkers..
Blind to my surroundings, my feelings and your motives...
You made sure, how i should be grateful...
To you for giving me a life...
Did i belong in an army camp?
I had feelings too...
Was i unworthy of a fair life?
Trusted you totally...
Gave myself to you completely...
Loved you unconditionally...
You and everything about you were my world...
Too many had suffered in your hands...
Wish to take away their pain and suffering...
Instead i stood by helpless...
Begged you to stop...
Wish i was stronger then, to stand upto you...
I hated myself more than the hatred i had for you...
It wasn't easy being your's...
Destroyed me, mentally and physically too...
It was part and parcel of being married, i was told...
Sleeping with the Enemy comes to mind...
At least, she managed to get away...
I chose to stay...
For fear of what the community might say...
A living corpse you've become...
Wanting me to love you again like before...
It's not Love i feel for you...
My heart cannot love you anymore...
The only feeling i have for you, is called..."SYMPATHY".

Music In My Heart..

I love music, crazy about it...
Madly in love with it too...
It's my life, my very existence...
Gives me unlimited happiness...
I don't have a great voice...
Actually nothing to be proud of...
Not appealing for the ears to hear...
But just below, to the left of my throat...
There's a special gift...
Waiting to Share, Care & Adore...
Also to Love you so dearly...
A loving heart...
Deeper than the deepest ocean...
Higher than highest mountain...
Brighter than the Summer Sun...
Cooler than the Spring Shower...
Soothing than the Autumn Breeze...
Warming than the Winter Fire.

Youths Of Today, Tomorrow & Future...

Youths of Today...
I feel sorry for you...
Time seems to go faster than ever...
You laugh at the older generation...
Call them all sorts of names...
It may seem funny to you...
Seeing them struggle to get from here to there...
They were young once...
A very long time ago...
The difference is...
Time was slower, had time to enjoy...
With, what little we had...
Had no luxuries or expensive toys..
No room to complain for the lack of it...
Were grateful with the basics...
Made make belief toys from cereal boxes...
Never bored, had time to enjoy...
Appreciated everything in sight...
Those were the Good, old days...
Where parents and elders were respected...
Modern technology was brought in...
It was meant to make life easier...
But now it's destroying everything in it's path...
Greed and Power is all that seem to matter nowadays...
I feel sorry for the youths of Today, Tomorrow and Future.

Underpants Outta...ere...

Underpants, underpants, underpants...
It's called underpants...
To be kept Under...
Not on top, over or on display...
Youths of these days...tut tut...
Are they for real...
If it was meant to be worn on top...
Wear it over your pants/trousers...
Superman comes to mind...
Blame the Celebs & public figures...
For promoting them for a price...
Showing the rim or the top of it...
Can be rather cute...
But please...
Don't exhibit all to see...
Take a good look at how you walk...
Awkward to watch...
As you struggle to keep it above ur knee...
Fear you may land on your Face or your Ar--.
They call it 'fashion'...
It should be called...'trash em'...

NO OFFENCE, JUST SPEAKING MY MIND(as usual)...lol

Treat Everyone The Way You Wanted To Be Treated.

It will be the GREATEST GIFT of all to see everyone happy but not always possible, as we don't live in a PERFECT WORLD...it will be possible one day, i'm sure.
"I see the WORLD as my GARDEN".
Plants, Trees, Shrubs, Flowers, Birds & Bees, EVEN Weeds make a Garden look beautiful in it's own way...If any of them were to wilt or die, the Garden will look Ugly. I see people of the world as that only, abolish suffering forever.
The balance is wrong too, some have too much and whilst others have none. There are few fortunate ones that have it just right..(Good luck to them).
Everyone should go back to Nature and enjoy the calmness, beauty, how it all blends together in Harmony.
I have always said..."I would NEVER go CAMPING.
My children FORCED me to go last year and i loved it so much. It wasn't easy but you soon learn to COPE with what you have.
Going back to BASICS, makes you REALISE alot about SURVIVAL on MINIMAL and YOURSELF too. How much we take things for GRANTED. It also gives you a chance to REFLECT about yourself, time to think and really enjoy nature.
When do we ever stop and really absorb the beauty around us, all stuck in this "RAT RACE".
Not LIVING, simply EXISTING.
CAMPING should be a MUST for all to realise how lucky we are. When you return home you wiil surely appreciate even the basics, you take so much for granted.
People complain just about everything, never grateful for what we have. It's never enough, wanting more....pure greed sets in. It's vicious cycle to UNHAPPINESS. Give too much importance to materialistic things.
We are like Machines or Robots, keep on running, have no feelings either and never stopping to help another.
I must not FORGET the few that do find TIME to INFLICT pain to others. By tarnishing their name in everyway possible, disgracing their character by displaying pictures on Network sites which is very inappropriate. They seem to have or find TIME to HARM another but NOT to IMPROVE someone's life.
When will it end???
How Do You Sleep With The Guilty Conscience, that you've harmed someone deliberately?
What Have You Gained?
Is Your Life That Boring/Dull, That You've To Resort To This Kind Of Behaviour?
Ask yourself.."Would you like it done to you?" If not then don't do it.
NETWORKING should be about UNITY not DIVISION. It brings people together otherwise impossible. Men and Women are able to Meet & Greet without any restriction which are not permitted in certain countries. We should appreciate this opportunity to be in contact with another within seconds.
We are able to touch a person's Mind, Heart, Life & Soul. Even enter their home without having to leave the comfort of your computer. When life has become so much easier...
Why Do Some Want To Complicate Another's Life?
RELIGION AND POLITICS ARE ALSO USED TO DIVIDE...Everyone's entitled to live their lives as they wish with their beliefs but PLEASE let others around have the same FREEDOM.
Think before you Act, your Actions can MAKE or BREAK another.
"Treat Everyone, The Way You Want To Be Treated", Simple!!! (NOT ROCKET SCIENCE).
Religion,politics, caste, race, class, colour, creed, disabilities should not be used as division amongst us.
We should all live in HARMONY.

'My Life...Your Gift'..

Scattered my Thoughts...
Faced my Fear...
Dedicated my Dreams...
Buried my Pain...
Donated my Heart...
Drowned my Ego...
Shared my Happiness...
Cast aside my Sadness...
Embacing my Love...
Divorced my Anger...
Caressing my Positivity...
Burning my Negativity...
Cherish my Life...
Release my soul one day, for it to return...
To care & love unconditionally.

"Don't Regret...Our Friendship"...

Life can be simple...
But at times it seems impossible...
Circumstances or situations...
May cause you to make wrong decisions..
Even complicate our thoughts...
But never, ever regret...
Cherish those sweet moments shared...
Don't be bitter, that it has ended...
Be grateful for the experience...
To be loved for few moments...
Is better than, none at all...
Always remember...
A Reason & A Season...
Nothing lasts forever...
LIFE is too SHORT, LIVE to the MAX.

Friendship?

I didn't realise, it had a price tag...
I thought it was free...
Never to be questioned...
Why? When? Where? How?...
True friendship need no
explanation...
It's an unspoken
promise to understand... To be there for them...
Through Good times &
bad ones too...
To Care & Share...
Not just hear but really
listen...
Lend your shoulder for
support...
Reach out to guide
them...
Support in time of
need...
Not to be judged or criticised...
Be compared to anything
or anyone...
Don't show anger because you can't have
them...
Most of all be patient...

Because Of You..

I had a dream...
Very long time ago...
Never expected it ever come trure...
Slowly but Surely...
That dream is unfolding...
Am i Asleep or still Awake?
Want to sleep because You're not here...
Love to stay awake to see your loving face...
You're the future of my life...
Come and live in my eyes...
My heart is filled with your love...
All my shattered dreams...
Are scattered now...
A distant memory only...
I had hope for the future...
You wanted more for me...
You made me Believe in myself...
That hope & dream are a reality now...
All because of YOU!!!

'Youth Is Wasted On The Young!'

Looks may fade with Time...
Good heart will remain Fine...
Don't be Shallow...
No one will Follow...
If you want Gratitude...
Change your Attitude.

Amazing Escape...

My Life has passed me by like a Dream..
At times, it's been a Nightmare too...
Awoken many a times...
Knowing it wasn't Dream at all...
But a very painful Reality...
I knew, in time...it will pass...
As always..it'll be fine once more...
Should not sleep so much...
Or was i staying awake for too long...
Sleeplessness can cause our minds...
To play games with us...
Fun at times...
Living a life of Impossibilities...
Making it a Reality...
Life's not bad at all...
When you have mastered an escapism...
No harm done, as long as...
You get back in time to carry on as normal...
At times, i've been caught out...
How do you explain...your other life...
Thank God for this Gift...
LIFE'S NOT BAD AT ALL...

Why Are You Following Me?

Why Are You Following Me?
I Gave You The Best Part Of My Life...
I Have Nothing More To Give...
Let Me Have The Time I've Left...

You Should Watch The Video...
A Reason & A Season...
Not Sure The Reason For Our Friendship...
But The Season Has Gone For Sure...

No Regrets & No Bitterness...
No More Hatred & No More Tears...
I Divorced My Anger, Then...
I'm Married To Happiness, Now...

I Used To Write Few Lines...
And You Brushed It Aside...
It Was Not Good Enough...
Maybe I Wasn't Inspired...

Possession Is A Very Dangerous Notion...
Suffocation Comes To Mind...
Just In case You Would Think Otherwise...
Feared To Speak Or Being Unkind...

I Was Not Myself With You...
Had To Say The Right Things...
Friendship Is About Being Yourself...
Not Be Judged Or Criticised...

I've Learnt To Detach...
Severed All The Links Between Us...
But You Are Still Trying To Attach...
What Option Have I Left?

Does It Exist???

True Love!!!

Does it exist?
Kept searching...
Wanting and Needing...
Without a shred of doubt...
To really belong...
No more betrayal...
No more fear...
No more pain...
No more Tears...
Not asking for gifts or luxuries...
Nor lavish life style...
Wanted to be really sure...
To be truly loved...
Searching within...
Am i asking too much?
It was there all along...
Have faith...No more tears now.

Why Do You Do It?

Make me feel unworthy?
Is it the way i look?
The way i talk?
Or the way I walk?

Why do you make me feel this way?

Do you hate me that much?
Not your type?
Don't live upto your hype?

Why do you make me feel this way?

Is it because i don't dress right?
I don't simply laugh at everything?
Be a puppet on a string?

Why do you make me feel this way?

I can't change the way i look...
The way i talk...
Or the way i walk...

Why do you make me feel this way?

I have feelings too...
I may not have the flair...
Please treat me fair.
Don't treat me this way!!!

What Am I?

How long..i've been yearning for You..

Waiting, Needing, Searching..
Asking for You...
Sleepless nights, tossing and turning..
Really restless, wanting to be with you..

You've visited some of my friends..
And relatives too..
Heard you were in the neighbourhood recently..
Why not me? How long is this wait?

What have i done, that's so bad?
I almost met you twice..
But you were in a hurry..
Promised me, it shall not be long..

Do you remember the 1st time you visited me?
I was just 16yrs..
Then again, when i was 26yrs.
You said, i was too young both times..

You will return when i'm much older..
"Then you'll not regret", you said..
Why would i regret?
I know i'll be safe with you.

No more worries or problems..
No more pain or shed anymore tears..
I know you'll take care of it all..
I'm tired of this waiting..

Want to sleep forever..
You also promised...
"It won't be a sad ending..
But a beautiful beginning"..

"I know you won't let me down..I trust you completely with my life".

The Answer?!