Friday 25 November 2011

My Precious Gift...Lost Forever...

Rewinding my thoughts.
Memories of you so crystal clear.
Feel the suffocation setting in.
My breathing strained.
Gasping for air.
Tears flowing uncontrollably
And endlessly as i fight.
To restrain them within my eyes.
The pain i feel is so severe.
When will it ever stop.
To come to terms with my loss.
Yearning to hug you.
Just one more time.
To hold you tight.
As you are losing your fight.
Your life hanging by a thread.
Your smile so sweet.
Confusion in your eyes
Once i used to cry to you.
Even cry with you.
Now all i do is cry for you.
Missing you so much dad.
My world fell apart with your departure.
Looking forward to being with you once more.
Want this waiting game to be over.

Monday 14 November 2011

TWO SOULS REUNITED....(11/11/11)

You have been part of my life.
Neither of us cared to admit.
Our Souls touched briefly.
Many years ago.
To me you were a total stranger.
Seemed like a lone ranger.
Yet i yearned to be your friend.
To catch a glimpse of you.
As you ignored my longing look.
It cut like a knife...
And the wound still raw.
I suppose it's a blessing in disguise.
As we are both now ready.
To accept our friendship of a lifetime.
How true the quote!
'Better late than never'.
Boy, you sure made me wait.
It seemed like eternity.
Your presence in my life now.
Was worth the years of pain endured.
As we exchanged our thoughts.
Made me realise...
You can't rush anything.
Especially, life's precious gifts.

Sunday 13 November 2011

REVEALING REFLECTIONS!

I wanted to be loved...
And i was seriously hated.
As i longed to be rated.
To be loved nevertheless.
It makes no difference to me now.
As i've no more longing.
Or the need for belonging.
I'm fully content to the core.
Negativity has no place for me to store.
My youth was wasted feeling ugly.
Was tempted to be very unruly.
The darkness within reflected on my face.
And my very existence.
Looks are fading.
Pictures are now shading.
Reminder of how i was.
It makes me smile and laugh too.
To read and hear song of praise.
For the way i looked.
People often ask...
Do U wish to be 21 again?
No way!!! Lived it once.
Nearly died more than twice.
Cannot relive the past.
Memories of them are plenty.
Thought i was trendy.
Those times were regretted.
And most definitely resented.
Memories are now being presented.
Past years are no longer painful.
They are extremely beautiful.
Living Life, Loving Life.

Tuesday 8 November 2011

'Unexpected Gift'.

My Father's Absence is Less Painful now.
With your Presence in my Life somehow.
I will never Forget him.
Shall always Remember you.
Hearing your voice and laughter.
Seeing your eyes and your smile.
Feeling your unconditional love and affection.
Your innocence so refreshing.
You deserve the best always.
Hope all treat you well.
You should be a Painting on some one's wall.
Not a doormat on any one's Floor.
You've touched my Soul.
To last beyond Eternity.
Thank you for your Priceless Friendship.

Friday 4 November 2011

Romancing Rain...

The overwhelming chill
And the exciting thrill
From this cool rain
No more pain
Love is in the air
His song in my ear
Our clothes are soaked
As our lips stay locked
His warm embrace
Has become my craze
Fragrance of his cologne
No more longing to be alone...

Thursday 3 November 2011

Rising in Love with You. :)

Fallen in love several times before.
Each one have...
Tripped my soul
Ripped out my heart
Scattered my thoughts
Shattered my dreams
Accepted without any bitterness
At times it gave me happiness
Maybe for few minutes
And others for months
Even several years
My eyes cleansing my cheeks
More than I care to remember
I used to looked at it all so Negatively
Now looking at it very Positively
I shall always remain grateful
Without being resentful
The difference now is...
I've risen in Love with U.

Tuesday 1 November 2011

Dedicating this article to Mahendra Singh Dhoni & Kumar Sangakkara

ICC World Cup. India beat Sri Lanka. 02/04/2011

Mahendra Singh Dhoni, the great Indian Cricket Captain.
Stays calm in all circumstances, accepting without accusing another or others for their mistakes or misfortunes.

Rising above it all with effective plans in place.
The courage to stand firm on his beliefs against all odds but taking into consideration of his team members inputs to improve, are signs of a great leader.
Throughout the game, he kept the same expression, never showing any tension.

Even as Victory was slipping away from their grasp, he maintained his composure.
When victory was in their clutches, he remained grounded. No airs or egos were emitted.
Praising his men for their hard work and the opposition for being a great sport.

Credit also goes to Sri Lankan Team and Captain Kumar Sangakkara for an amazing game, very entertaining and nail biting experience till the end. His effort and accepting their defeat with style. Kumar also praised his team members for their hard work and congratulating the Indian team without showing any bitterness, which is a natural defensive reactions of many.

Loved watching this game and it will stay in my memory for many years.